Friday, April 21, 2006

Why Worry, it doesn't help ...

Well, it's a little after 9am and i've been out for my morning hike with my dogs Juneau and Sadie. Plans were for Bill and I to go this evening around 7ish after Katies track meet. However, Mother Nature plans on some thunder/lightning/rain this evening, so why take the chance of me not being able to go. Now don't get me wrong, I hike in the snow, the freezing cold, ultra humid, BUT I do not hike during thunder and lightning. It's so hard to believe, about a month ago, I was truly bedridden, this week I've hikes 18 miles. I think I am back :O), I haven't missed a day yet.
My youngest Son Sam, is having problems sleeping, he started this when I was really ill, He thinks too hard sometimes, And I worry, every ache and pain, he worries he's going to die, he worries that we are going to send our Foster Son away, he worries that gas prices will go too high, and we won't be able to get food.......... , He worries that mom's illness will come back... He worries too much, I must say I was like that as a child, but then it was Nuclear War with Russia, ect. I overcame it. I try to teach him to trust in God, and enjoy life. That is my motto. If I let my self think too much, about our corrupt society, the gas prices, inflation, corrupt politicians, crime, I'd go crazy. I've since learned, worrying isn't going to change a thing, and ultimately "God is in Control" and when the world seems so crazy, and hopeless, my soul is at peace, and for me hope is eternal . I have a motto that is in my CK signature line....

I CAN'T CHANGE MY PAST, SO I WON'T DWELL ON IT, AND I CAN'T KNOW WHAT MY FUTURE HOLDS... SO I WON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. BUT, TODAY THIS MOMENT I AM ALIVE.. AND FOR THIS I WILL REJOICE

what a quote to live by :)

well I need to go prepare my dinner for tonight, I will cut up in huge chunks , zucchini, squash,green peppers, red peppers, onions, mushrooms and cherry tomatoes, and chunks or raw chicken breast, put it in a ziplock bag with olive oil, balsamic vinegar, and herbs, and let it marinate for a few hours... Then I grill it......... it is so delicious. And so healthy for me, all I drink now is water nothing else, and for desert I will have fresh cut pineapples, kiwi, and mango
doesn't get better than that for a dinner,

2 Comments:

At 3:41 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

pineapples and mango ........wow you remind me of........Maui!

Aloha sandi, missed ya !

Aloha, Kepola

 
At 9:17 AM, Blogger Sandi said...

Kep,
How in the heck are you ? I miss you too.
love those tropical fruits.

 

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