See the old pattern starting

I gotta learn to say the biggest most difficult word in the human language. hmmm, what word is that I say,........It's the big "NO" I am just getting on my feet and already, all three jobs are asking for more time. My hubby finally put his foot down, after being scheduled the three jobs in 2 days dealing with 3 shifts....... Making me unable to sleep for 48hrs, ... I must agree with him, I am focusing on me, and how I need to heal my body. I need to learn how to say no, its just there is such a shortage of nurses, that when I say No, someone else has to say yes or do double shifts, I can't worry about that......
I am enjoying the hiking on a regular basis, I can't believe I left it on the back burner for so long. My husband goes with me every evening.... And that is nice too.
This is a very hectic week, Son Andrew has some problems that are going to need major surgery, Katie is busy in track, Sam is busy with baseball, Corey with just trying to keep afloat in school. Working at the School district , working at the Boys Boarding school, working my home health case. Where do I fit me in again? I am overwhelmed right now just thinking about it. I have a doctor appointment today at 2pm, I have a meeting with the foster parenting agency at 4pm, Andrew is scheduled for a CT scan at 7pm. I need to prepare dinner, do the boys bed clothes, clean the house, shower..........gee.

I need to breath, take a moment to focus, take a moment to appreciate my life, and all that is good in it......
breath in...........................................breath out..................................................................breath in..........................................breath out