Stop this world so I can get off :)

my life is spinning right now. so fast......... I am taking deep breaths, I am trying to calm my spirit.... I am trying to grip the robe of my Father, anything to find peace... This vortex that i am in..... not sure what direction to take. I am just getting on my feet. i've kept it quiet, but hubby's job is possibly going to go on strike on may 12th, so i scheduled myself to work 3 jobs and many hours, there is a block of time in may where May 11th i am doing 16hours. go home sleep a few, and next day do another 16 hours, sleep a few, and then do 3 days 8 hour shifts , that doesnt count taking care of a house, and 4 children. Also the major thing going on here is my In laws. what a mess, they are getting abused by their youngest child who is a heroin addict. he stole everything they own.....everything. mom is in the hospital now... he's abused them terribly, and refuses to leave.... police are involved, social worker involved, ect. this situation is so messy, that words can't even discribe it. well, Bills mom will be released from the hospital tomorrow. she is coming to my home as well as prob Bills dad. i am so worried, I need the strength of God to see me thru this.... i feel that we are here on earth to take care of one another, And that God never puts Us in a situation that we can't learn or benifit from. My faith leads me to beleive that everything happens for a purpose....So i am trying to seek calm, and peace....... maybe i'll go up on my mountain tomorrow and meditate...... and be still.........and know that He is God