UP IN SMOKE>>>>>>

I made plans to concentrate on me, put me first........ well, I know that God is full of humor.... because for a while, that ain't gonna happen. In a blink of an eye, my life has done another dramatic turn. I now have two elderly human beings living with me. I picked up Bill's mother in law from the hospital on Sat. His dad has been living with Us since Friday. they have been extreamely abused by their youngest 26 year old heroine addict son. they had been renting a small home from their daughter, I went there Sunday. the conditions were the worst that I 've seen. garbage, food, mold, animal feces, a commode filled with "crap" not able to flush, a smell that made me want to puke. No food in the house but an old box of rice crispy cereal. I cried!
this hospital had discharged my mother in law......to this, Not gonna happen. She's here now, He's here now. they have to get up on my priority list. Mom is not well..... I will not have her final days on this earth, in this mess. My husband is going to take over the finances so that her selfish evil other children cannot get a hold of them. The daughter is upset, because she said she NEEDS their money to pay her own morgage. She is mad at me for stepping in. She didn't care her parents went 4 days without any food last month, had none this month, she didn't care they were getting yelled at ,and pushed and bullied, and hit. she didn't care that mom was unable to shower, or wash clothes or clean the house....... she wanted their money... what do they think we did this for "fun". yes, i have three jobs. 4 kids going in every direction, getting over an illness that "knocked me out for a few months, have spent 142 dollars for my in laws, in serenity pads, and hemmoroid pads......and food, and medication ect in the 48 hours since the lived here, have washed their clothing, bathed my mother in law, ...... My husbands family......oh my, what did I get myself into when i married that precious man. :O). last night the brother in law, married to the daughter that is the slum lord, called here last night, needed to talk to Bills' dad. Bill told him, to please not bring up anything stressful, because both parents are overwhelmed.. Soon as he got on the phone he began to harass my inlaws, about money. can you beleive it. these people are at the brink of a nervous break down.......and this "Godly, Christian Man.... did this. , you can't get any lower than that. ...... oh dear, this is so overwhelming............ let me tell you though, i have the most awesome kids in the world. they have been wonderful, and think it's fine that bills parents are moving in.... katie helped with their laundry, corey makes them coffee, and always checks if they "need" something........it's all been wonderful that way...... I think my kids are going to be okay in this world.
well it's 6:30 am. i have a lot to do before i go to work on the evening shift tonight.... for those that pray.......please keep this in mind, for those that send good vibes, send them on.