Bit off more than I can chew........

It's 3am in Pa. I can't sleep, I can't think......Or maybe I am thinking too much. I am so overwhelmed right now........ Working 18 hour day's, trying to keep the asshole drug addicted brother in law away from the invalid parents...... trying to deal with co-dependent parents.......Who enable this bastard to continue, I don't need this, I don't need this.... I am doing everything to help these slightly confused people, they just don't get it., Ultimatum tomorrow morning, me or the drug addict. As long as they are under my roof, they give me their cell phone that they use to continue talking to him, as he manipulates them into giving him money. I take them back to the hell hole I pulled them out of....... And call protective services, and aging services to do their job. This excuse for a human being, has stole from them, abused them, kept them from food, took all of mother in laws insulin needles for heroine.... And now they are talking maybe the can just give him a couple hundred dollars a month, and cigarettes and food. bull shit........... my stomach is in knots, my head hurts....... I just worked 15 hours got home at midnight...... And I can't sleep.... I can't even find peace in my Father......... I can't even pray. I am begging God to just "hold" me, so I can rest tonight........ maybe writing this will help get it off of my chest........ gee, I am swearing like a sailor :) ........ Well maybe I'll try bed 1 more time